I get gender euphoria all the time, baby, nothing better than living my life. Most recent I’d say is swimming topless with my friends today, just felt like one of the girls.
First time, I think, is when I was very young and “played Pokemon for my mom”. I’d do that alot actually, it just meant I’d play the girl character and not save my game.
My first conscious time was when I was with friends and I bought my first bra, a sports bra, it was great :) I’d wear it to uni under hoodies all the time (spring included).
It’s okay! I’ve been doing this for years and started in bumfuck nowhere and lemme tell you: nobody cares. Just go grab a medium or so sports bra and check it out, no words needed, nobody will care. Not even those conservative white women with nothing better to do than shop.