I personally enjoy sex only when I feel connected to my partner, and I’m not sure I could feel that way with an escort who is being paid for their time.

Yeah, and this was a big part of it. I remember reading/watching someone describing sleeping with escorts/prostitutes as drinking saltwater in that you think you feel refreshed, but are constantly thirsty. I think that’s a great analogy, except for the fact that my sexual needs were and are met tbh. It’s just my emotional/relationship needs aren’t being met, and no escort could deliver that tbh.

If you ever want someone to chat with, msg me any time :-)

Thanks dude, you’ve been really nice and helpful since I’ve met you. Who knows, I may end up just reaching out just to say hi :)