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    It’s the last week of semester 2 at my university. I have a research paper due Friday which I’m worried about, maybe he’ll grant an extension but who knows… Next week is the start of finals; today in History class my professor is going to talk about Mao (with regards to modernity in China) so that should be “fun.” This class specifically is making me grow resentful, I fear. I don’t wake up enthusiastic for school anymore, I’m just angry. That could also be due to it being the end of the semester but I doubt it, maybe if this class had gone a bit differently I wouldn’t be as pissy. Also, I’m still reeling from the death of my childhood dog (she died November 23) so thats been messing with me a bunch. I don’t mean to complain, in all honestly I am and will be fine, I’m just tired.

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    Belgium has a femicide problem. Every two weeks a woman gets killed. And of course the government doesn’t seem to do anything about it.

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    Almost 1/3 of the population in Flanders would vote extreme right Vlaams Belang according to today’s poll 🫠🫠🫠 we really are going to see openly fascist European governments soon.

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    Our party is focussing hard on the upcoming elections next year and even though I see the importance of it, I don’t feel the urge to invest too much energy in parliamentary politics. And that’s mainly what we seem to do right now.

    It sucks, because it’s really hurting my motivation right now.

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        Main focus is non parliamentary things. We try to influence people in the workplaces by having our members set up groups at their place of work. We often stand at factory gates in the early mornings to talk to the workers starting their shifts. We operate in local action groups who tackle local problems. We run several different free healthcare clinics. We do exchange projects with for example Cuba and Palestine.

        There’s lots of things we do, but I feel like they are not the main focus right now. I get why, elections can be important. But I feel less inclined to tell people to just VOTE!!!

  • The mood of the Soviet Union today is a mood of tremendous struggle and incredible conquest in which individual values and problems pale before the brightness of one great problem whose solution is told off by the ever-rising curve of production, the opening of steel mills, the successful mastery of tractor plants, machine building works, textile factories. It is a mood in which a newly literate servant girl will hail the rain running into her leaky shoes if that rain means harvest. Harvest somewhere far off on farms she never sees.

    Anna Louise Strong, This Soviet World (Chapter VII) [Emphasis added]

    This probably goes harder in context of the book. I’ll work my hardest to get it done, because this thing is soo good.

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    Seriously been thinking about dropping out of university and going for the one of the trades recently. Most likely would try to be an electrician. Probably a mistake but fuck im losing it here so idk

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      Well there’s good money to be made in trades. But money isn’t everything of course. What would YOU like to do?

      I’m also seriously considering doing some sort of trade either as a job or as a side thing, because sitting at an office is wearing me down I think.

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        What would YOU like to do?

        Million dollar question isnt it… idk one big reason I’ve been thinking about it is I want to do something useful for society instead of bullshit in an office. Im currently in city planning and having to listen to a bunch of neoliberal shit from my professors is making me realize I’d have to be working for city councils who will be an insane pain to work with and im not sure it’s worth it. At least with a trade I actually know that I’m contributing to the local community in some fashion…

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          Have you read Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance? I read it a long time ago, before having any political awareness so I can’t remember whether it’s liberal. But I remember it helped me think through some of what you’re going through after I’d gone the other way (started with manual work, then went to uni). Iirc the argument is to work with your hands.

          I probably did the opposite of what the book suggests. But I found a way to do white collar work and have a ‘craft’. I think the craft thing is important. To me, at least, as it feel like I’m doing something for me, loosely speaking.

          I’m still glad I did the manual jobs and I still do a bit now and again, depending on the job and ol’ employment situation. But it dragged on me in the end. Even though I loved working with my hands and seeing the fruits of my work and even enjoyed seeing other people be happy with the result, most of the job was doing things that objectively made the world worse (or will do, in the long run) and I got constantly fucked over by employers. (Not that that’s unique to blue collar industries.)

          I don’t envy you your decision. It’s not an easy one. It tortured me and I wasn’t overly well because of it for a long time. I think I made the right choice now but on bad days and nostalgic days I wish I went the other way. I hope you don’t suffer with the choice.

          A similar book is Crawford’s The case for working with your hands: why office work is bad for us and fixing things feels good.

          Before you make your decision, you might want to read some of David Harvey’s work. I’m thinking Rebel Cities and ‘On the Deep Relevance of a Certain Footnote in Marx’s Capital’. The (short) article explains how he used Capital when he sat on a city planning panel in Korea (South, I assume). You’d have to think about how to do it; but there’s a way of staying in urban planning and making a difference (eventually). It’s whether you can stomach doing the neoliberal thing for the rest of the time and for however long it takes for you to become an authority.

          How long do you have left of your course?

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            Have you read Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance

            No

            How long do you have left of your course?

            Depends on how many hours I take a semester. I had ~40 hours left, but I’m doing really bad this semester so there’s a solid chance I will only pass a couple of my classes, could even fail those, so im not sure. About a year if i take summer classes if I had to guess.

            Thank you so much for all the reading suggestions, and the kind words. I will try to read thru them ASAP, because if I decide to switch I need to transfer to the local community college that offers trade education within the next couple weeks (luckily I am a fast reader!)

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              In that case, if you go for something by Harvey, try the article first. The book is good and relevant but it’s more of a Marxist approach to geography. Or a way of explaining Marxism through geography. Depending on your perspective. The Crawford book, especially, will get you pumped for switching to trade school. Or rebuilding a vehicle.

              Remember as well that there’s a route back to the office if you go to trade school now. Some big companies will even pay you to take a degree later if you have the talent and motivation for it (which you do if you got into uni in the first place, even if you’ve gone through a rough patch with some current modules). It may depend on your location, though.

              Hope all this helps.

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        Let me answer your quote with my own (I have nobody to send it to, but I want to tell people about this great book I am epub-ing).

        All over the country for more than a month elections had been going on in far-away factories and villages. Soviet elections do not take place on a single day but are determined by local convenience within a period of several weeks prior to the convening of an All-Union Congress. Localities choose dates which will enable their outgoing governments to finish their business, and give the incoming governments time to prepare demands for the All-Union Congress. These candidates and demands had been subjects of much discussion. But the attitude to the elections expressed itself rather in action than in talk. Hundreds of thousands of peasants were joining collective farms “to break with the past and enter the elections as collective farmers.” Factory workers were energetically completing new models of locomotives, turbines, inventions, to send as presents to the coming congress. There were, in fact, so many of these presents that the sending of most of them was ordered confined to reports.