My best friend tried to OD twice. Wala pang one month since yung first attempt. Yung second attempt was last week. Nung isang araw, medyo ubos na ko. Ang hirap palang maging weak shit tapos need mong tapangan para sa ibang taong sayo tumatakbo. I’ve been crying a lot kapag kachat ko sya kasi naiisip ko baka mawala na lang sya bigla. Pero kapag ka-videocall ko sya tina-try kong maging okay. Kahapon, di sya nag-chat. Natatakot na ko nun baka may nangyari na. Sabi nya kasi may mga naka-ready na syang mga sulat. Sabi ko, “Gago. Ayoko ng sulat mo. Di pa tayo ulit nagkikita.” Mahal na mahal ko 'tong gagong 'to, alam nya naman yun at lagi kong sinasabi. More than half of my life ko na 'tong kaibigan. Naiiyak ako ngayon habang sinusulat 'to kasi tangina di ko talaga alam ano mangyayari sakin kapag may nangyari sa kanya.

Sobrang mahal kasi ng ticket eh. Naging greedy masyado. Kung sana presyong pang masa man lang ang ticket kahit sa opening game lang, sigurado kayang kaya 70k gate attendance with standing room only. Baka nanalo pa against dominican republic kung ganun katinde ang crowd.

Pero iba pa rin talaga ang ginebra faithful. Naalala ko nag guest team sa pba ang gilas 1 nung 2011 ata or 2012. Tapos nakatapat ng ginebra ang gilas 1 sa semis. Sold out ang araneta every game, pero ang supporta ng crowd nasa ginebra nagcheer pa nung sinakal ni hatfield si chris tiu. Mas supportado pa ng mga pinoy ang ginebra kesa national team hahaha.

Palagi na lang kino-quote ng mga tao na iligal daw hindi maglagay ng price sa ad according to DTI. Except, when you read the law, they’re quoting RA 7394 which clearly refers to retail sale to the public. Mass volume pa nga verbiage nila and using logs as examples. Even their definition of “seller” means engaging in the business of selling.

Tbf, 1992 pa kasi yung law na yan and needs to be amended. But the point still stands, that it’s inapplicable to how ad postings work in the modern age na, for the most part, is just some kid trying to sell his/her finished games or preloved OOTDs.

Finally tried Lucky Me’s pancit canton kasalo pack. Ang bland nya. Magka-size naman sila ng Payless, pero at least dun may malalasahan ka pa ng konti. Gahd, pati ba naman sa pancit canton may enshitification.

Buti na lang may kalamansi variant na yakisoba.

Tonight’s thoughts: litong-lito na ako kung anong gagawin ko sa non-existent love life ko.

I wanna get out there but at the same time, may oras ba ako? Kaya ba ng sched? Kailangan ko din ng matinding me time? Ready na ba uli ako gumastos for dates? Ayaw ko lumandi ng walang pera, sabihin pa gusto ko lang ng libre.

May energy ba ako? What if we could’ve clicked kaso kulang ako ng energy kaya hindi ko siya na-amaze with my conversational skills (chz)?

What if hindi na naman 'to mag workout dahil napagod ako because I’m not very good at talking every day and I need a day or days where my inbox is just quiet and not demanding? Maiintindihan niya ba yun? It’s not that I’m not interested, my energy is just very limited 😮‍💨

And so, it’s far easier to read a book. Natapos ko na The Exorcist. May sequel pala yung book and movie and showing siya next month? Absolutely perfect timing, imma watch then 🤩

Next book: Red Dragon.

Tangina talaga ng VP Sara na ito. Pota na confidential funds yan at ang hambog pa na akala mo above reproach.

New random discussion thread is up! Click here to go there now.

Tonight’s Ask PHLemmy: phlemmings who have dated celebrities, how’d it go?

Somehow, this Wikipedia link shows up the flag of Israel, and never stop loading.

EDIT: Okay, nawala na.

I heated my last piece of fave cookie tapos natagalan sa microwave at 🔥nasunog🔥

Damn it. I’m seriously rationing my cookie supply kasi mahal at matamis siya. I found out 3 big cookies can last me for a week. It’s tasty enough that you don’t really want to eat it in one sitting.

Another thing I learned: luh, di naman gumagana yung smoke detector dito eh, medyo nahiya ako sa amount of smoke & smell produced. RIP cookie 😭

Chito Miranda defends wife Neri Naig’s meal plan amid backlash

“Mahal na mahal kita Neri” means mahal na mahal ang kita ni Neri.